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Chapter 12 The Subconscious Mind

Published on 7/30/2017
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I am happy that I finally got to post my lesson since I have been just about the first one to post mine weekly. I, however, had a nice spiritual break down the Jersey Shore. A place I love to be. Besides Disney World, the Jersey Shore is another family favorite.  

I use this as a desire to plant in my subconscious mind. I will be able to visit either one of these places at anytime I want and add more fun places to the list of my desires. 

The subconscious mind is very powerful and I see a lot of negative thoughts pass through my life from people that I talk to on a daily basis. I have been slowly shutting it down and have been removing myself from a lot of the negative talk and drama in my life. It is hard to remove everyone and the two most negative people in my life are constant.

The one thing I have found from the last lesson is that what happened to me through my childhood and teen years has put a big block on my ability to feel worth something. To feel worth making money. I am working on that. I wrote a letter to the person that did this to me and forgave them even though they have passed on almost 40 years. I think I have always forgiven him. It is really hard to understand why I can't move on from this. I never talk about it yet it is a big block in my mind.

My subconscious mind is always battling my conscious mind and it is a war. LOL. I know that I should always be telling myself positive thoughts but it is hard when you have so many hard things going on in your life. 

My desire is to be able to work online and have my husband work with me so we can retire ourselves successfully from our business and never have to worry about all the negative things that come with owning and running our business. We have employees that are obviously not happy with their lives and choose to work for us. We gave them a job and they were all so grateful and thankful in the beginning but now have basically taken over and have told us what they will and will not do. It makes it really hard to want to keep a business like this going every day. Too many negative things.

I tell my subconscious every day that it will be ok. We will soon be successful enough that we will never have to deal or work with another ungrateful person ever again.

My faith is strong and I know it will happen. Planting the seeds today and have been since I found Mentoring For Free. We are all here for the same purpose and that helps to know that I am not the only one with same thoughts that are stopping me from achieving my goals. 

I do tell myself daily how grateful I am for what I have even the bad. Because in The Magic it tells you to write down 10 negative things in your life and be thankful for them and write why you are thankful for them.

I have been consumed with a negative thought besides what happened to me when I was young. I have written stories and blogs to help relieve the emotion. I will briefly tell the story once more. We gave up a lot to move to a district where there was an awesome autistic school for our son. I have been trying to get him to this school since he was diagnosed at 2 with Autism. He started going to school at the age of 3 on a bus every day. He loves school and we were excited that at the age of 10 he got in a state of the art autism school. Through the years they started taking services away from him although he is severely autistic and still can't talk at the age of 16. He develops strange and quirky behaviors to stimulate his mind. We work hard every day to make a happy life for him and try hard to make sure he is safe and have done so many things to make sure of that including even not being able to go somewhere or do something we desire. It's like autistic parents walk in a room and can spot dangers faster than the secret service. LOL. 

So after taking services from him in school, our son developed a sensory behavior that Doctors are not concerned about and I follow instructions from them daily and had been working with the school staff to understand the reason he did this and how he could stop. Following suggestions from trained therapist and social workers. Each suggestion making the behavior worse or harder to stop. One afternoon in December child services came to our door. Therapists and a new social worker called and said we were neglecting our son. After several meetings and a few case workers later we are finally winning the battle but it is a long and time-consuming fight. We now have child services on our side working with us and a few more people with some pull on our side. 

I did tell those women that what they did was so wrong and I didn't understand how someone that has never been to my house and have no idea anything about me could accuse me of such a horrible accusation. They told me some horrible things and they are so wrong and I told them that more than a few times. If you took 5 minutes to look at social media you would see our family very much loves and cares for our son and we have another boy who is about to start college for computer science. 

Sorry to go on about it. I am just consumed with the fact that someone did this to us. Although it is working in our favor and child services was dropping our case until I called and told those women what I thought of what they did to us. So child services continued our case because I was considered uncooperative now. We have a great case worker that is on our side and will keep fighting for our son and get the services back that they took from him and blamed us for the regression and results of it. 

I believe my positive self-talk had gotten us to the results we have so far. I have told myself every day I am a very good mother and I help my sons every day achieve greatness. We are a great family and will continue to provide a great life for our sons.

Something like this needs a lot more positive energy to get through than anything else in my life. I always believe that everything happens for a reason. I will always believe that I can change any negative situation in my life to a positive. I just need to keep up the self-talk in a positive way and I will have to make this a place to forgive like Michael said I should do with my last lesson.

I am grateful for finding Mentoring For Free. I had been here years ago and never continued. I believe there is a time for everything and this is the time for me to part of this awesome program and working alongside so many wonderful supportive people that all have the same goal to achieve. And We Will Achieve IT.    

Dawn Meyers

Mullica Hill, New Jersey

A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes.

 

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